KIZ GIBI DÖVÜŞ / FIGHT LIKE A GIRL

2022

Kız gibi Dövüş / Fight Like a Girl
2022, performance & installation 1 Ed. + 1 A.P (Agah Uğur Collection)

In Muay Thai also known as Thai boxing, contradictions such as strength and vulnerability, rivalry and solidarity, courage and fear coexist. Creating a confrontation area for these supposed oppositions, combat sports also function as a transmission and sharing space in the lives of the most disadvantaged individuals of the society, who are subjected to sexism and discrimination both outside and inside the ring.

Mimiko, whose practice is based on observing, understanding, and experiencing the body, body identities and socially constructed identities, steps into the ring to face the writer and art critic Bihter Sabanoğlu. Believing that people rather choose a path with familiar hardships and pain in a life full of uncertainties, the artist transforms the combat sport, which she suggests some may perceive as a controlled simulation of life, into a performance. The performance is concerned with distorting perceptions of the body, particularly the societal view of women’s fragility, and reflects on the question “How can rivalry in a ring evolve into solidarity, and the need for self-defense into exploring the strength and capability of the body?” The manifesto / text read between the rounds touches upon the different states of being within and inside the ring as well as in life in relation to the expression ‘fight like a girl’.

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EN

Bullet Valentina
Rowdy Ronda
Cupcake Miesha
Timebomb Tiffany
Pretty Killer Iman
Princess of ‘Payne’ Lucy
AK47 Amber
Supergirl Anna
Wondergirl Nat
Barbie Ekaterina
Lioness Amanda
Cyborg Cris
Iron Lady Germaine
Magnum Weili
Karate Hottie Michelle
Alfa Cathilee
Cookie monster Carla
Thug Rose
12 gauge Paige
Panda Jing Nan
Android 18 Anissa and Hirata
Hurricane Smilla
Snow Leopard Marie
Killer Bee Bi
Unstoppable Angela
Prodigy Victoria
Tiny Doll Rika
Indian Tigress Ritu
Beautiful Boxer Nong Toom
Iron Knee Nong Rose

You fight like a girl,” they say.
Those who fight like a young girl, as adult women, as queer, as the exploited, the abused…

Those in the ring, in fact,
Those realising their childhood dreams,
Those yearning to be the strongest, the best.
Those who fight to beat poverty,
Those supporting their families well before puberty.
Those who take a break to bear children,
Those who breastfeed between trainings.
Those who fight to raise their children.
Those who squash their anger down,
Those who pour their anger out,
Those fighting to survive the abuse,
Those abused as fighters.
Those saving money for gender reassignment surgery,
Those bound to hide their sexual orientation.
Those crawling into the ring under the ropes because they are deemed heathens,
Those kneeling down by the side of their knocked out opponent,
Those who wipe both their own and their opponent’s blood from their faces when the fight is over.
Those oppressed by their family, social pressure or bullying.
Those who starve, forgoing even water in order to lose weight,
Those unable to find sponsors because they are not athletic-looking,
Those unable to gain followers because they are deemed unattractive.
Those who are booed because they don’t fight aggressively.
Those disrupted by their hormonal cycle,
Those who miss weight because they are menstruating.
Those fighting assumed opposite-sex children in their village because there are no supposed same-sex rivals left.
Those who want to protect themselves on the street and at home…

If getting into the ring is a rehearsal for life,
There are rules here in the ring.
Whereas in life…
…everyone has a plan,
until they get punched in the face.

“Shoot the women first,” they say.
“Hit the women first,” wouldn’t they mean?
First the ones considered different and vulnerable?

When I attack with all my being,
Is it self-defense?
Or self-offense?

Train hard,
Fight easy.
Entering the ring,
Opposing glimpses,
Hit me in the eyes.
Fighting from opposite corners.
With the other,
With yourself.

Pay-per-view
Is turned on.
In the stadium,
Bets are on.

Eagerly they await,
Who beats whom?

Iron wrist,
Sharpened elbow.
Shin to shin kicks,
To numb the nerves.

What’s the meaning of defeat here?
What’s the meaning of loss?

“Be like water,” says Bruce Lee.
Yet there are also waves that knock over the rocks.
“Kick to chop a tree in half,” others say.
They hit as if to pierce my stomach,
Expecting me to do the same in the ring.
“Model execution.”

“Blood, sweat and tears,” they say.
Whose tears,
Where is my blood flowing from?

“Muscle Memory”,
The memory of all the individuals
Subject to generations of violence.

“No pain, no gain,” they say.
Who pain?
Whose gain?

Here we are in the ring,
In the corners.
If that’s your pleasure,
We shall swap places with a ring girl,
Sending kisses with her filled lips.

Our kicks,
Not meant for your entertainment,
But to protect ourselves,
And just because we want to.
After all, there is freedom in knowing how to kick.

We are
Neither the movie goddess tossing her blow-dried hair, fighting in her high-heels,
Nor the slender female warrior in fantasies,
Nor the lover you imagine could beat you up.

Throwing a punch as an act of care.
A form of consensual violence, as one might say.
I chose my safe word.
If I say it, will we stop hitting each other?

Against the same potential threat,
As we learn to fight by repeating over and over,
We were made to confront each other
Rather than stand side by side.

Would compassion,
Allow for solidarity?
To stand side by side,
Let’s allow the shared experience of our bodies lead the way.
Can we start in this fighting ring?

Can we understand each other through fighting?
Can we thus stand together?

Fighting in solidarity,
Acting in solidarity to become stronger,
Becoming stronger to fight.

TR

Mermi Valentina
Zorba Ronda
Cupcake Miesha
Saatli bomba Tiffany
Alımlı katil Iman
Acının prensesi Lucy
Kalaşnikof Amber
Supergirl Anna
Wondergirl Nat
Barbie bebek Ekaterina
Dişi aslan Amanda
Cyborg Cris
Demir lady Germaine
Magnum Weili
Ateşli karateci Michelle
Alfa Cathilee
Kurabiye canavarı Carla
Haydut Rose
12 kalibre Paige
Panda Jing Nan
Android 18 Anissa ve Hirata
Kasırga Smilla
Kar leoparı Marie
Katil arı Bi
Durdurulamaz Angela
Dahi Victoria
Minyon bebek Rika
Dişi Hint kaplanı Ritu
Güzel boksör Nong Toom
Demir diz Nong Rose

“Kız gibi dövüşüyorsun” derler.
Kız çocuğu gibi dövüşenler, yetişkin kadın gibi, kuir gibi, sömürülenler, istismar edilenler gibi dövüşenler.

Aslında ringdekiler;
Küçüklük hayalini gerçekleştirenler,
En güçlü, en iyi olmak isteyenler.
Yokluk ve yoksulluktan çıkış yolu olarak dövüşenler,
Henüz ilkokuldayken ailesini geçindirenler.
Çocuk doğurmak için ara verenler,
Antrenman arasında emzirenler.
Çocuğunu büyütmek için dövüşenler.
Öfkesini içine atanlar,
Öfkesini dışarı akıtanlar,
İstismarı atlatmak için dövüşenler,
Dövüşçüyken taciz deneyimleyenler.
Cinsiyet değiştirme ameliyatı için para biriktirenler,
Cinsel yönelimini gizlemek zorunda kalanlar.
Ringe, kutsallığını bozduğuna inanıldığı için iplerin en altından sürünerek girenler,
Nakavt ettiği ve yerde baygın yatan rakibinin başında bekleyenler,
Dövüş bittiğinde yüzünden hem kendi hem rakibinin kanını silenler.
Aile veya toplum baskısı, akran zorbalığı görenler.
Siklet düşmek için aç ve susuz kalanlar,
Atletik görünmedikleri için sponsor bulamayanlar,
Çekici bulunmadıkları için takipçisi olmayanlar.
Saldırgan dövüşmediği için seyirci tarafından yuhalananlar.
Hormonal döngüsünü kontrol etmekte zorlananlar,
Regl oldukları için tartıyı tutturamayanlar.
Köyünde, varsayılan hemcins rakibi kalmadığı için varsayılan karşı cins çocuklarla dövüşenler.
Kendini sokakta ve evde korumak isteyenler…

Hayatın bir provası olarak ringe girmekse,
Kurallar var ringde.
Hayatın içindeyse…
…herkesin bir planı var,
Yumruk yiyene kadar.

“Önce kadınları vurun” derler.
“Önce kadınlara vurun” mudur yoksa?
Önce farklı ve zayıf gördüklerine?

Tüm benliğimle saldırdığımda,
Nefs-i müdafaa mı,
Nefs-i taarruz mudur?

Sıkı çalış,
Kolay dövüş.
Ringe girerken
Karşı açıdan bakış.
Vurur gibi gözlerimin içine.
Karşı köşelerden mücadele.
Ötekiyle,
Kendinle.

Televizyonda
İzle ve Öde,
Stadyumdaysa
Bahse girenlerle.

Merakla beklerler,
Kim kimi döver?

Demir bilek,
Keskin dirsek.
Hissizleşsin sinirler diye,
Kaval kavala tekme.

Burada yenmek ne demek?
Yenilmek ne demek?

“Su gibi ol” der Bruce Lee.
Kayaları deviren dalgalar da var tabii.
“Ağacı ikiye bölecek gibi tekmele” der diğerleri.
Delecek gibi vururlar midemi,
Aynısını ringde yapmam için.
“Örnek uygulama.”

“Kan, ter, gözyaşı“ derler.
Kimin gözyaşı,
Neremden akan kan?

“Kas hafızası”,
Şiddet uygulanan nesillerin,
Tüm bireylerinin hatırası.

“Acı yoksa, kazanç da yok” derler.
Kimin acısı,
Kimlerin kazancı?

Ringdeyiz,
Köşedeyiz,
Tercih edersen
Dolgulu dudaklardan öpücük gönderen
Bir ring girl ile yer değiştirebiliriz.

Tekmelerimiz
Eğlencen için değil,
Kendimizi korumak için,
Ve sadece istediğimiz için.
Tekme atabilmekte özgürlük var nihayetinde.

Filmlerde gördüğün açık saçlarını savurarak, topuklu ayakkabılarıyla dövüşen tanrıça,
Fantezilerdeki ince belli dişi savaşçı,
Seni dövebileceğini hayal ettiğin sevgili değiliz.

Özen gösterme eylemi olarak yumruk atmak.
Rızaya dayalı şiddet bir nevi.
Güvenli kelimemi seçtim.
Söylersem, birbirimize vurmayı keser miyiz?

Defalarca tekrar ederek,
Aynı olası tehdite karşı öğrenirken dövüşmeyi,
Yan yana değil,
Karşı karşıya getirildik.

Halden anlamak,
Yan yana gelmemizi sağlar mı?

Yan yana durmak için,
Bedenlerimizin ortak deneyiminin yol göstermesine izin versek.
Buna dövüş ringinden başlayabilir miyiz?

Dövüşerek birbirimizi anlayabilir,
Dayanışabilir miyiz?

Dövüşerek dayanışmak,
Dayanışarak güçlenmek,
Güçlenerek dövüşmek.

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